Standing on top of NIgara’s Falls
Deeply pressed by thesis proposal wiriting… I decided to take a rest by seeking fellowship with a dear couple.
In the fellowship, they paid full attention to my proposal presentation (I know they don’t understand what I was presenting because I also don’t know what I was presenting). Their comment is, try again.
As elderly ones, they brought me back to the origin (the source of life) by shepherding. My difficulties in writing my proposal is that I am disconnected with the edge of IT, I would not be able to writing anything unless I am exposed to recent IT. How? working in IT industry is one of the best option.
I was helped to see that our Triune God is a flowing triune God, He flows. Manytimes, I am just stagnant. No more flowing. Others may not sensed it because I am (we all are) very good in putting masks. Deep in my being, I have a longing for a flow within. A flow which brings in the fine dispensing of Triune God.
In my seeking of change (at least a change in environment), I realized I am seeking for more flowing. I hated to change as I am familiar with my life style now, I am very very comfortable with my life now. Changing it will just kill me.
However, radical change brings in strong current of flow within. Now, I am standing on top of Nigaras’ Fall.
1, 2, 3 JUMP! Be disappeared in the ‘flow’.
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